suppose now is as good a time as any to get existential.
Just a general post...
It sounds weird, but times are changing.
This time it doesnt seem to bother me as much as it use to (thats my hard callused skin coming into play).
I do feel different.
Much more frequently i find myself feeling like an adult, being treated like an adult, being in adult situations, and making adult decisions.
Lifes funny like this, over and over again.
I've discovered reflecting on my past.
I really did have a good childhood. The older I get, the more I've been realizing that. My family is by no means the normal family, it just took the all my teen years to realize this. Portage isn't a bad city at all, and my parents did a fantastic job with me. Wow, my family is the model of how families should function. We are the Cleaver family. Its really something to sit back and realize how this happens.
The down side, i've been learning life lessons at a slower rate than others, meaning i get to make my mistakes now while theyll be years ahead of me. Suburbia certainly has its perks, and so does 'the real world'.
The weirdest shit in life is bound to happen, in all its gloriousness and shittyness.
No matter where you are in life, its definatly important to take a step back and just laugh at how everything comes together and how unprobable everything thats happened really was.
Lifes been good to me more than i know for my entire life.
Im getting better at being me, and figuring out what i want.
I really wouldnt trade my life for that of anyone else. (and i think this is the first time i've said that.)
My purpose in life: To be happy & to make others happy.
I really just want to live life.
Meet new people and learn everything about them.
Learn everything there is to know.
I want to know others perspectives on things, because really, it can be quite enlightening.
I'd by lying to you if i said i had no regrets,
but i'm far more than content with where i am in life right now.
I've been given every reason to smile, and thats exactly what i plan to do.
It sounds weird, but times are changing.
This time it doesnt seem to bother me as much as it use to (thats my hard callused skin coming into play).
I do feel different.
Much more frequently i find myself feeling like an adult, being treated like an adult, being in adult situations, and making adult decisions.
Lifes funny like this, over and over again.
I've discovered reflecting on my past.
I really did have a good childhood. The older I get, the more I've been realizing that. My family is by no means the normal family, it just took the all my teen years to realize this. Portage isn't a bad city at all, and my parents did a fantastic job with me. Wow, my family is the model of how families should function. We are the Cleaver family. Its really something to sit back and realize how this happens.
The down side, i've been learning life lessons at a slower rate than others, meaning i get to make my mistakes now while theyll be years ahead of me. Suburbia certainly has its perks, and so does 'the real world'.
The weirdest shit in life is bound to happen, in all its gloriousness and shittyness.
No matter where you are in life, its definatly important to take a step back and just laugh at how everything comes together and how unprobable everything thats happened really was.
Lifes been good to me more than i know for my entire life.
Im getting better at being me, and figuring out what i want.
I really wouldnt trade my life for that of anyone else. (and i think this is the first time i've said that.)
My purpose in life: To be happy & to make others happy.
I really just want to live life.
Meet new people and learn everything about them.
Learn everything there is to know.
I want to know others perspectives on things, because really, it can be quite enlightening.
I'd by lying to you if i said i had no regrets,
but i'm far more than content with where i am in life right now.
I've been given every reason to smile, and thats exactly what i plan to do.
posted by ptownintegra at 10:57 PM
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